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jibbityjab @ 2006-03-28T22:51:00

2006-03-29T04:51:36Z

On my things I need to do list I did eat. And I did go to puppetry but the word box isn't on there so i just finished painting the top background. I did go to the library, but guess what can't check stuff out without and id which I don't have yet so I need to do that tommorrow. And I read everything I needed to read for film and I'm very very slowly reading my biology stuff. I knitted a little but not very much. It's going to take me forever and I've already messed up. I somehow got 3 extra stitches today I counted it twice and came up with three extra both times so I dropped three. And now I'm one less. Oh Well. It still looks OK. If it gets worse I guess I'll have to start over. I forgot about my monologue until a few minutes ago, but I need to read biology anyway so monologue is going to have to wait. I forgot to e-mail OAT almost. I did it like an hr ago. So I acutally got stuff done today even though I feel like I've accomplished nothing and I feel like shit. Oh yeah. I did my math homework too. I only have like 2 weeks to do my paper so I should really pick a subject and start it because I've only been putting it off for like 3 weeks.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-28T11:16:00

2006-03-28T17:25:49Z

Things I need to do.

Eat. I should probably do that sometime today
Dance. I want to take dance. This wasn't what I meant to put.
Go to the library. Yeah. Still haven't done that.
Puppetry. Paint the rest of the background. It should take two seconds.
Those two things are the things I absolutely have to do today.
Read. I have like a chapter and a 1/2 or something to read in film. I'm really not sure how much i need to read. I should check that. I read one chapter over break. I also need to read stuff for Biology since I've missed that class twice. And he doesn't really teach.
Memorize. My monologue.
E-mail OAT. I should probably volunteer. It would be a good idea since I couldn't audition.
Knit. I need to knit that baby blanket. Since it's for someone else I feel like I have to get it done fast.
Piano. I need to start playing piano again. I am retarded and was all Aw damn I forgot my books. My cousin was like you know you could go to the library and copy shit and I was like wow I'm retarded.
Write stuff. Because it makes me feel useful or well not useful. It makes me feel something that isn't bad. Too bad I haven't finished anything yet.
Save money. I'm going to work alot this summer and I should try to save some of that money. I was going to call the place that's CFRI like but I was thinking about it and I don't know if I'll be able to do 15 hrs a week. I could do the sunday hrs and tuesday. I should call them anyway and then if it doesn't work oh well at least I tried.
Licenses. I really want to get my skydiving liscense. It won't happen because I don't have the money too and the money I make is going to go for saving for an apartment for next summer and food and probably clothes. Next summer I need to stay here and work and go to cosmetology school so I have that just in case I want to use it. Woo.
I'm hungry now. I'll go do the first thing on my list.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-25T08:18:00

2006-03-25T14:19:01Z

Zwhoa!1 I totally forgot to tell Sarah something when I was talking to her last night! How bizarre!

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-24T02:42:00

2006-03-24T08:43:15Z

Fried brownie?!

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-21T00:59:00

2006-03-21T07:00:03Z

i hate being in rolla

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-19T10:22:00

2006-03-19T16:25:16Z

i really don't like the semi homemade chick. no it doesn't look like peaches and cream it looks gross. you didn't even make the cake. you didn't even make it from a box. well apparently some people are capable of screwing up box cake so i guess it's appropriate. she also like threw out 1/2 of her coolwhipe and stuff which they kinda 1/2 way attempted to box out that it was cool whip but the fuzzy box wasn't even over the words 1/2 the time.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-17T12:11:00

2006-03-17T18:15:25Z

so housing has to get done today. has to. and i have a class 1:30 -5 and the building closes at 5 it should really only take 5 min to go by housing and do this. i'm leaving at like 12:40ish to do it. i'm really not sure what building i'll put down to live in because we were talking about plymouth because it's super cheaper but then i know 2 east 8th was mentioned anyway. hm.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-17T11:16:00

2006-03-17T17:38:57Z

Damn. I forgot I put makeup on and rubbed my eye.
I should probably finish something I've started.

I think I found my monologue!

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-16T13:42:00

2006-03-16T19:48:43Z

I'm going to make a list of things I have to do today because I keep forgetting and it's really all for one class.

go to the library and get books for my paper redo the outline and a bibliography
read 2 chapters in my history of film book and the rest of the chapter in my other film book
take a shower!
go over the notes for on what the quiz tommorrow is on. i can do this tommorrow morning. maybe.
i should start my research for my paper, but it's not due for like 4 weeks.
find a monologue. it would be awesome if laurel could remember that one that she was going to suggest to me. i have all of break to find a monologue though and i have a book of monolouges at home.
we're supposed to find 5 people to be in the parade as our homework over break. it's not going to happen.

i keep feeling like i'm forgetting something kinda important on my list. o well.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-14T00:47:00

2006-03-14T06:50:25Z

Lately I"ve been in a decent mood all day and stuff until about night when I'm getting ready to sleep and I'm just kinda in my room by myself and I start to feel horrible. And it's not even horrible it's just kinda bad and like hm there's no real point to anything. or something. i'm not even sure but i don't like it.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-11T15:39:00

2006-03-11T21:40:12Z

You Are a Losing Lottery Ticket!

Full of hope and promise.
But in the end, a cheap letdown.

What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

Cheap and a letdown could be so many things besides a lottery ticket.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-10T09:40:00

2006-03-10T15:43:09Z

I'm bored with life, but it a really really weird way. In a I'm always on the happier side way. It's kinda weird I'm always ing a good mood but it's not like a great mood it's just a pretty good ok mood. No one ever really talks to anyone. There's only like 2 or 3 people I have real conversations with. Ever. And all you really need is like 2 or 3 really good friends but still can't other people have a real conversation. I believe they can. I just witness a drive by paper macheing. Those hoodlums!

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-09T20:58:00

2006-03-10T02:59:20Z

<td align="center"> ellen --
[noun]:

A person who likes to steal tins of tuna

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why would I do that?

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-09T01:21:00

2006-03-09T07:23:10Z

I should never go read my really old entries. I start to hate myself and I wonder how I had any friends at all.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-09T01:12:00

2006-03-09T07:16:59Z

I wrote something and even though it's def one of the worst scenes i've ever written i feel soo good about it. It was really really hard. Way harder than it should have been but it's something. I didn't have any ideas I just started and it's not amazing by any means but I feel soo much better. I didn't get a damn thing done today that I really needed to do but I feel wonderful. I feel like a weight has been lifted and like I accomplished so much. I should attempt to do something once idea at least. Hopefully I'll start to get some great ideas soon or at least be able to write a scene that flows again.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-03T10:01:00

2006-03-03T16:17:58Z

I think I know what I'm doing this summer. I realized last night that since I'll never be able to decide with just i should stay here and plan for my future or I should go to Rolla and work and fuck around because how many more summers am I going to be able to do that with. The deciding factor will probably whatever Sarah is doing this summer. I can't audition for OAT beceause auditions are the week before my spring break, but that's ok I can still volunteer and then i'll feel like while I'm at home and fucking around I'm still doing a little for my future. So yeah, going to Rolla this summer. I don't want to stay at my Aunt's and Uncle's while I love the and their house is amazing it would be weird to live there for a few months. So right now the plan is go to Rolla fuck around try to have a great summer of nothing and then I'll come back here for school and I don't know this time next yr look for an apartment for the summer? Maybe? Or I'll be making another post exactly like this where I decide to go to Rolla. Speaking of Sarah I should call her because we need to do puppetry thing today. Hm. She said Alyssa could work on hers Monday I wonder if we could just do that too.

jibbityjab @ 2006-03-02T16:58:00

2006-03-02T22:59:20Z

we were looking out the window and in the grassy area just past michigan there was this person doing aerials off this little ledge thing and flips and stuff i wanted to go talk to them but they left.

jibbityjab @ 2006-02-28T10:31:00

2006-02-28T16:31:40Z

<td align="center">You have a 33% chance of surviving a T-Rex Attack

You have an average chance of surviving a T-Rex attack. With a little luck you may be able to survive, but it is kinda doubtful. You have an abstract mind and probably are not good with life or death situations.

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<td align="center">You most resemble Michael Jackson

You are different from most people. You don’t follow the social norms of the society you live in and live on impulse. You are an easy target for critics, but you don’t let their opinions get you down. You are cool on your own terms.

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jibbityjab @ 2006-02-16T08:49:00

2006-02-16T14:49:53Z

Nevermind.

jibbityjab @ 2006-02-16T08:48:00

2006-02-16T14:49:05Z

Sarah, I hope you're awake. I texted you but I still don't know if you are or not. hmm.

jibbityjab @ 2006-02-14T19:19:00

2006-02-15T01:26:13Z

I cleaned my room or part fo it kinda. My desk and the floor around it which is alot and I thought I had never really do it and that I was just saying it. It was like super super nice like flip flop weather earlier for like an hr or two and we totally missed it. I really need a job and that fucker is pissing me off. I've e-mailed and called the place, but there are still fliers up everywhere and it's still on the website that they're looking for people to work. If I haven't heard anything by tommorrow I'm calling again and then giving up and I will apply places that I really don't want to work at, but whatever it's money. Oh yeah, I remember what I was about to do and that was vacuum and clean the microwave. I still don't have a student id or a key to the door to my bedroom. For some reason the past few days I've really wanted to swim and it's weird. I keep forgetting it's Valentine's Day. I should do my homework, but I might think of something else to do to put it off. I've done it like everyday this week so it's ok for me to do that today.

jibbityjab @ 2006-02-12T16:15:00

2006-02-12T22:19:48Z

I was working on my timline really well until I got hungry and got up to get something to eat. Now I can't make myself start again. My goal for today with my timeline is to have the horrenduously long list of movies that I have for only a small period of the timeline to be cut majorly and have all the info about them and the directors and stuff done. Hopefully I'll have this whole period done by the end of today. I also need to finish my actting 1 journal entry for tommorrow which should be easy and fast to do. I was also goig to cleanmy desk or at least start to clean it. I probably won't do it, but I should really attempt it. I'll probably put that off and instead finish my scarf and/or start reading one of the two chapters I have to have read by friday. I really want to spend money on good food but I don't have extra money to spend and my grandma is sending me banana bread and cookies. I should wait until tommorrow and just watch for those. They should work for a little while.

jibbityjab @ 2006-02-11T15:20:00

2006-02-11T21:20:42Z

<td align="center">Your walk is:
The Result of a Ballet Accident

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jibbityjab @ 2006-02-06T01:31:00

2006-02-06T07:42:47Z

I've been in Chicago two weeks. I finally took pictures yesterday!

The nicest Dairy Queen I've been in.

and I can't take a picture without moving the camera all over the place.

We got a free ice cream thing because the workers were so confused. Always. And that's Laurel. She's a jew and my roommate. And of course Sarah. We don't really have to mention her.

This is June! She's eats moose and is Sarah's roommate.

jibbityjab @ 2006-02-02T19:22:00

2006-02-03T01:22:42Z

I did it in the closet with Sarah!

It was great! I even flipped that bitch, a few times. I've been in the shittiest mood ever like the past two days and somehow this made everything better. I'm in such a great mood. I don't even know. Who would have ever thought doing math homework with our calculatrons in Sarah's closet could fix my shitty mood.

I finally bought my books. Hooray for spending $250 on three books. I also bought a new phone charger because my last one quit. Hooray for lasting 6 months. Hopefully this one will be better. It looks like it kicks the other ones ass all over the place.

I have like 3 cuts on my heel on my left foot I guess from the back of my shoe from walking alot. Also the muscle in my big toe on my right foot is super hella sore. I'm such a badass. For srsly!